i've decided to post. (:


i've found out everything.
guess wad i've found out?
the reason why he wanna get into that particular JC.
i know about everything,
sad to say,
every little single detail.

everytime i spoke about it, i'll be so miserable inside.
i'll be crying inside.

sometimes,
the truth just hurts.


had english today.
everything sucked..
i had to rewrite my WHOLE compo cause' its too messy,
with all the correction tape.

the 2 compres sucked too.
i did my summary at the last minute.
dint look at the clock..
oh, how dumb.


just for an update;
i've scored 20/25 for my fnn practical test.
yay! =)


she has really changed alot.
not in a negative,
but suprisingly, in a positive way.
well, that proves one thing,
never judge a book by its cover,
and, looks can be deceiving.

i'm seriously wrong about everything.


cant do anything nor touch any technology.
it means that i cant touch the television or computer.
the feeling sucks lah.


i'm SUPER PISSED WITH MY FATHER.
pissed at him for bossing around.
out of rage,
i did it again..

i'm sorry,
friends of mine.

oh shocking.


you said i copied you.
how funny?
are you the only one doing all this?
you made mum cried,
mum is worried that you might break your blood vessels,
she's afraid that you might passed away,
which hopefully, it will never happen.

are you only finding something to get you mind off something,
or just some personal problems?
i cant believe it,
when you tell outsiders your problems,
instead of telling me.
thats a fact that you cant change.

but thanks for today,
you were not mean to me,
instead, you were being nice :D

oh so sad.


he liked her for 3 years..
its like,
an unrequitted love.
now, she's transferred.
i bet he's feeling very upset,
he's dying wish is just to touch those untouched lips,
not a kiss goodbye,
just to make up for whatever wrong-doings he had done.
oh so lovable,
oh so touching..

i just dont get it,
why bother telling these people?
is it hurtful?
what do you think?


In the middle of a gun fight...
In the center of a restaurant...
They say, "Come with your arms raised high!"
Well, they're never gonna get me,
And like a bullet through a flock of doves...
To wage this war against your faith in me,
Your life...will never be the same.
On your mother's eyes, say a prayer...say a prayer!


i hope for one thing,
just one thing,
theres nothing to be afraid,
afraid of me that is.

but i'm glad we're still in contact (:

but i have this guilty conscience in me now,
i kept thinking that i was the one who messed up your life.
thats according to some people.
but,
how did i actually mess things up?


its so sad,
when you found out,
the person you love,
actually have a crush on that girl for 3 years.
hurtful aint it?